I've had some really dark times, and didn't want to be alive anymore, but I didn't want the physical pain. I'm not one of those people who feels better when going through physical pain. I also know that people will never have known how I'd felt about them. I'd have to write a million notes to different people, and I'd want them to be perfect so they'd know every-frickin-thing. Couldn't leave anything out. I try to think that as a last resort, I could move away and start over, never talk to my family or friends again, and never come back to this place. It's not fair to take away a life. I mean, suicide could be a very, very, VERY last resort... but I'd do something crazy first like rob a bank.
Have you ever contemplated suicide?
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