My boyfriend left to Singapore for a month and the night he left I went out drinking with some coworkers. Nothing funny was happening until I decided it was time to pass out, well 2 hours later I woke up to someone stroking my arm. At first I pretended to be asleep but then I don't know why but I moved closer to them and we started kissing. I know it isn't a good excuse but I was really depressed about my boyfriend leaving. I didn't feel anything with the kiss, I felt more guilty than anything.