I am totally not excited from watching I like to feel. I don t care at all about watching another. I don t understand why he just dont fuck another without me having to watch. I also dont understand why he should get excited watching me with another. I find it stupid honestly. I respect people do it, but I am seriously not understanding what s the driving force behind this. I am honest also I really love him but his sex drive is much lower than me and I feel like he is more sexually excited by watching me than touching me or so. My opinion has to do with too much porn. But he denies this. No idea but this is becoming stressful for my relationship. He kinda fixated on this and to be honest I don t care morally but I am pretty sure that if I watch him with another girl I will not touch him ever again because I mean, great, just go with other girls if you want other girls. I also don t want to go with another man at all. I am not interested. I really can not understand this fantasy of wathcing. I mean watch porn then, whatever. I want to have sex not watch it.