I am an 18 year old highschool senior and I can't go more than a few days without weed. I've robbed my parents and borrowed money from people, I've stolen small amounts of weed directly, and I frequently am high in public. I haven't gotten good grades in ten years even though I used to be in every gifted program ever and was a top notch kid. Weed was introduced when I was 14, and I feel so despondent with my grades and skipping because I can't possibly go to a top tier school anymore and it bothers me immensely. I combat all of my problems with marijuana, and I'm the epitome of a lazy stoner. I focus better stoned at this point anyway because when I'm sober anxiety and fear cloud my everything. I know it's my fault, but I just don't know what to do after all of these stagnant years. Thanks all.