Oky first ill ask the question, then bored you with the detail.
Should i move to the small town, about 5,6 hours away. for the girl that, for the second time stolen my heart?
Well, Amy is about 3 years younger then me and we did have a long distance thing going on about a year ago. But when i was close to visting she got scared, and broke it off, and after she started dating another guy i got really hurt cause i felt almost led on and we stop being friends for awhile. We both got over it, and become friends again after a few months and were just friends, and dated a few other people and even gave each other advice for each other's relationships.
Well resently we had been talkiing more, and we were flirting a lil, but not more then just friends, but it started getting more serious. Im started really remembering why i liked her so much and our flame has really been rekindled. We are now in the sort of serenading her phase, and we both would really like to be with one another. I've, even had a few dreams of her, even one sexy dream, which is rare for me, i can count on 1 hand the number of actual sex dreams ive had. (im just dont even get any in my dreams let alone real life)
the hangs ups for me are that ive been unemployed for 3 or 4 months now, and its taking a hit on my savings, and she is still only close to her second year in college and idk what my plans are for my life. I have an associates in something i dont like, and idk if i want to go back to school, just try to find a job, she complains about how she has trouble finding work, so what luck do i have... it just seems that now thw timing is wrong now that the hearts are willing.
And sorry that im so long winded, but im still unsure on what to do, im leaning toward "fuck it and do it" cause i love this girl, but im hoping to hear what you all think. Thanks =D
Should i move to the small town, about 5,6 hours away. for the girl that, for the second time stolen my heart?
Well, Amy is about 3 years younger then me and we did have a long distance thing going on about a year ago. But when i was close to visting she got scared, and broke it off, and after she started dating another guy i got really hurt cause i felt almost led on and we stop being friends for awhile. We both got over it, and become friends again after a few months and were just friends, and dated a few other people and even gave each other advice for each other's relationships.
Well resently we had been talkiing more, and we were flirting a lil, but not more then just friends, but it started getting more serious. Im started really remembering why i liked her so much and our flame has really been rekindled. We are now in the sort of serenading her phase, and we both would really like to be with one another. I've, even had a few dreams of her, even one sexy dream, which is rare for me, i can count on 1 hand the number of actual sex dreams ive had. (im just dont even get any in my dreams let alone real life)
the hangs ups for me are that ive been unemployed for 3 or 4 months now, and its taking a hit on my savings, and she is still only close to her second year in college and idk what my plans are for my life. I have an associates in something i dont like, and idk if i want to go back to school, just try to find a job, she complains about how she has trouble finding work, so what luck do i have... it just seems that now thw timing is wrong now that the hearts are willing.
And sorry that im so long winded, but im still unsure on what to do, im leaning toward "fuck it and do it" cause i love this girl, but im hoping to hear what you all think. Thanks =D
I nearly moved country for the girl I loved, she cheated on me and now I'm sitting in my room full of memories, I feel destroyed and can't move on, don't risk it man, it seems like it is worth it but it really isn't, if she breaks it off again and doesn't come back you'll be sitting in your house telling yourself "why the fuck did I do this", just trust me man, don't do it for some girl, I'm planning now to move to the netherlands to get away from all of my bullshit and it's horrible.