I'm very Shy and Introverted (I know Introversion isn't a Mental Disorder but I just wanted to say that). I have a staring problem and stare at everyone, to the point where they think I'm sexually attracted to them. I get confused so easily to the point where people think I'm stupid. I've been bullied for so long to the point where I developed thoughts to murder them, and it isn't just a Fantasy I've had, I got the murder plan's also. I even gave in to my urge and looked for a knife in my kitchen but they were being washed so I just let it go for today. I also have some anxiety issues. Do I have a Mental Disorder?!