What do you think?

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I really like my flatmate, as I have previously mentioned in my other posts.
The relationship between him and I has escalated into something that i cant handle anymore.
I know that he doesnt like me cos he constantly "outs" his "hetrosexuality". But what confuses me is the fact that he constantly flirts with me and sometimes, as previosly mentioned, he touches me. Before the touching however, it was limited to just tickling around my hips, but now he touches me around my back and breathes heavily down my neck(which is incredibly arousing). Seeing this in a third person's perspective; the way he is touching me could be described as caressing and lovemaking.
This is pissing me off so much but its heaps hard considering how "straight" he claims to be.
Ive asked him why he touches me in that manner and he blames his autism and aspergers syndrome but i think its more than that, to me he is just one confused individual!
But back to my "is it normal?" question...
As you can tell I have developed rather intimate feelings for this man, that regardless having his sexual preference stopping me from having my way with him and his body; i have started to become quite obsessive. I like to imagine him having sex with a woman-getting off over it, and also listening to him masturbate each morning and nite. I am -at the moment- considering that im "over obessing", but really is it my fault that he is such a good looking person that with him touching me the way he has, it is frustrating and gives me false hope which I know for a fact that I cannot achieve.
Should i Stop and tell him my feelings? Thanks guys.
*sorry for my english, my italian is better :)


(im considering that i might videotape him showering...) ive seen his package and man-oh-man.. he is wonderfully endowed downstairs!