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well...am a 18 year old guy...n am in love with my 1st cuz who is a year older to me.have been crazy for her for the past 6years...and we were in a relationship(on and off) for 3 years...off cos she was scared to go-out with her cousin.newys v have made love to eachother alot of times but never had sex!...and i still masturbath thinking about her and now she calls me her brother!!...i still go and kiss and make love to her while she is sleeping..i know what i do isnt right buh i just love her alot and it hurts me whenever she calls me her brother.for gods sake v made out soo many times and almost had sex a couple of times before she would back down...all i want to know is what should i do?...keep seducing her when she is asleep?..or just try and forget her?..or tell her that i still love her?....what do i do??