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My entire life I've felt nothing for every one. I can easily make myself cry and look sad but really I'm just kinda annoyed that I've gotto look sad. When my dad died every one looked at me because I walked out and went to work. I didn't cry at all. People say I'm just depressed...depressed my whole life? Is that possible? Ever since I can remember I've felt this way, when we'd watch the news and someone would be killed, raped ect ect every one would be like "Oh my god how horrid" and usually I'd just sit there or laugh silently to myself. In my youth I often wondered why every one was so upset when strangers where killed. I never understood why people would care for random people on the street. I mean I come across at caring, and that I care for my family...when in reality...I don't. I'd as soon kick my daughter under a bus then throw myself infront of it. My life growing up I've felt this was normal.