i want my husband to suffer - Is It Normal?

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i want my husband to suffer

my husband cheated on me 3 years ago and i thought i'd get over it. weve been separated since and i told him i want a divorce many times but havent followed through bc i guess im scared to make such a big decision andhurt my kids. I had accepted that our relationship was over like a yr ago and thought i had finally moved on. I even started a new relationship...so i should have moved on.

but, im finding myself having a lot of violent thoughts about how i want to hurt him and even kill him. I took the kids to visit him recently and ended up hitting him on the head. Nothing happed to him but i think if i had access to something, he could have actually gotten hurt. As much as it scared me that i lost control of myself, it was so satisfying.

im kind of scared at what's happening to me. its like ive turned into this savage beast w no control and no morals. i should feel guilty that im with someone when im still technically married, but instead im thinking of pretending i want to get back with him and sucking his dick and biting down so he f**king suffers.

is it normal to feel this way?

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cabinet70 (4440)

2007-04-30 03:24:37

No wonder he had an affair what a fuckin bitch

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LIL_dee. (6254)

2007-04-30 03:31:52

lol sure its normal, you going to follow through with it??

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slackjawedyokel (6678)

2007-04-30 18:58:10

hurt the kids? The physical seperation has already happened this would be the worst for the kids and its already over,the divorce would just be paperwork which kids could care less about.and why live a life in misery?Dump him and move on.life is too short to let someone else dominate yours.

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Knock_It_off (6904)

2007-04-30 19:20:43

Move on with your life, life always finds a way to make people pay for the wrong they've done. I hope you didn't hit him in front of your kids. Don't set a bad example for them, kids see everything, a lot of them grow up to be the same or worse.

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.stargirl (8062)

2007-05-01 16:51:29

If you bite down on his cock, I hope he tears your fucking bitch ass head off and puits a nife through your tit

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.stargirl (8062)

2007-05-01 16:53:09

@: .stargirl

and then kicks you in the fanny

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OuCh_ThAt_HuRt (8544)

2007-06-04 07:49:47

No need for violence. Just let him be. But I think it may be a good idea for you to seek some professional help. I am not trying to say you are crazy but if you act out on your agression you are going to be in more trouble than you want. Just a simple bonk on the head like you did with the right person watching and you are in major trouble.

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thejackel12 (10508)

2007-09-10 14:27:48

i didn't read your story just your title and violence doesn't solve anything and it is probably half your fault that you don't get on with him so just kiss and make up

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john2007 (10853)

2007-09-26 19:10:35

mamm calm down have you ever considered checking into the hospital its for your own good.

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tinkius (10153)

2007-10-27 19:53:43

Your abusive a** should have been lock away for assault! and he should have custody of "his" children.

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flikr (10636)

2007-10-27 20:25:01

after you have bitten his dick off make sure to swallow it and let your stomach acids dissolve it otherwise they can put his dick in milk and sow it back on

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beefjerkybandit (3692)

2008-01-13 22:36:32

you aint all there are ya?

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emilyf (15254)

2008-07-25 22:23:16

Hahah... my boyfriend likes it when i bite a little bit on his cock. ;]

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kittydog12 (15435)

2008-08-05 18:20:17

@: cabinet70