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Well, I have always leaned toward bisexual tendencies, but I never actually kissed or even had sex with a bisexual or person of the same gender. I have had sex about 10 times now, with about 6 different people, and I am accustom to it. I have quite a disturbing thing which happened last night, though, and I would like some council on it.

I was at a gay bar, not to meet gays/bis, but just because I went with a friend for fun. I met a man who I felt attracted to, even though I have hardely ever even been around other gay/bisexual people. We started talking and hit it off. Before I knew it, we went back to my apartment for some wine and talk.

I started to get a little woozy from the wine, and thats when it happened. He raped me. No I'm not joking, he really did rape me.

I wasen't much interested in sex that night, but he started to stick his hand down my pants. I told him to stop, and eventually it turned into forceful hitting. He finally restrained me and kept hitting me over and over. He was very big, 6'8'' and a about 200 some pounds. I am only 5'7'' and maybe 120. He kept beating me and beating me, and took off my pants and raped me for over an hour.

When he was done he beat me unconcious, and I woke up hours later at the crack of dawn, I havent seen or heard from him since.

I am very disturbed by this.