GOTH girl
My name is Darla and i live in South Carolina. i just moved like 2 weeks ago. when i first came to my new High School i told everyone ((even teacher)) that my name was Vacresia and i wore all black and dark makeup. ever since then i have been 100% goth. Everyone HATES me but the more they hate me and make up rumors the happyer i am. is it normal to enjoy the feeling of hate and hurt?
fuckin retarded....
A tip that I have read from a book, from my old masochist ways, explained it perfectly...masochists tend to get pleasure and pain mixed up...it's almost like their pleasure receptors are inverted with their pain receptors...they see the happy side of life and feel only hurt and regret...they see that dark and dreary road and see the most delightful thing in life...
Also, you should undoubtedly ignore the posts from the others within this chat area, unless they are helpful and suggesting...because mostly, I've discovered that people will only insult you for any given opportunity.
I see it like this: If you're all cool and everybody likes you, but you an asshole and classify people as beneath you. that's the worste way to be.
that's not you so in my book you're all right!
P.S. my brother was goth and some of the goth girls he knew were pretty smoking hot.
i think this is a stage of angst?