Thinking about death
I'm often imagining what it would be like if a close friend or a family member died. after doing it for a while a tiny part of me begins to hope it will happen just so i'll know what it feels like. obviously i don't want it to happen, it's just some weird subconscious thing. Besides that i think about death a lot, wondering what people would think if i died, who would cry, who'd come to my funeral, stuff like that. izzit normal?
You suck. End it all.
Toodles!
but i don't actually want them to die either.
i just act out the situations in my head.
and i always think about myself dying too ... and that no one would care .. and how everyone would react.
It wasn't fun. And I don't wish it on anyone.
I was a daddy's girl and before it I would always think, "I don't know what I would do if I ever lost my dad." I guess I lived, but not very well. Things don't ever get better after someone close dies, just different.
i think the same things sometimes
kinda weird
but it's totaly normal i am had 2 loved ones die and you forgive God but you never forget them ....