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I am a junior in high school, and am obsessed with this certain teacher. I think she is amazing, though not all her students do. I am not sexually attracted to her (we are both females), but am just really obsessed with her. She is so nice and funny and smart, and we talk a lot, and she will be my teacher for all 4 years of high school. She is my role model. My own mother is a terrible influence, and I have not had any great female figures in my life, so I've looked to her for everything over the past few years. I've even made stuff up about my own life just to get her to pay attention to me. I get jealous when she talks to other students. I've looked up her address and plan on driving to her house (just to look at it) when I get my license. I think about her all the time. I imagine conversations we might have. I make up reasons to stay after school with her. I know she likes all her students in that teacher-sort-of way, but I want her to LOVE me like a daughter. I would do anything for her to love me like that. I love her more than anyone. It seems weird though because she is my teacher. I know I will die this summer when I don't get to see her everyday. It is a crazy obsession, and I don't think it is healthy. But I can't help it!! I NEED her. I don't know what to do.