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im 26 and live with my grandmother and aunt. I havent been a student or worked since my grandfather passed away about 2 years ago. I live here for 2 reasons.
1 to help take care of my windowed grandmother
2 its cheap

I am constantly picked apart and every aspect of myself seems to be judged by my aunt. You know how it is. The kind who has a mess of a life but thinks they know whats best for everyone and dub themselves as a superior. Will start an argument over anything at all just for the sake of arguing it seems.

she doesnt even win the arguments. usualy she just runs back up to here appartment (2 family house, I live in the bottom with my GM and she lives upstairs) in a rage saying something like "I don't need to lisiten to this from YOU". For example, today is trash day. I take care of taking out all the trash. No big deal, whatever. 4 hours later after putting it out I hear her from across the house (about 4 rooms away) "hey, there was an empty can in my hall way, what is it doing there? Did you miss it or were you just not paying attention?". She does this knowing full well that it must have fallen out of the recycling bin on to the floor without me knowing(otherwise I would have picked it up). So I reply "Well gee, could it have fallen from the recycling bin without me noticing it?". She goes "Great, I can't rely on you for anything can I? And where do you get off talking to me like that? No respect you have!". And then asks why I would be so "sarcastic". So I start to tell her why I would talk in such a way but before I can even get a few words out she yells "SHUT UP, just get out of my face!" Which to me is funny being 3 rooms away at this point....

What the hell is going on here? This is over a can of cat food -_-.Bear in mind, this is just one if many examples as this happens daily over just about anything.

I feel like im being singled out and picked on by her. She constantly says things like "who do you thing your talking to" and "I don't have to lisiten to this from you". Constantly demeaning me it seems =(.

It has gotten to the point where I don't want to wake up in the morning. I don't want to do anything with my friends. I don't want to go back to school or do anything at all. I just want to sleep in peace or just leave and never see this house again. But I can't seem to gather the willpower to leave.

She has recently come off a prescription painkiller my grandmother was prescribed. She became addicted to it over the last year and has just recently kicked it with the help of a rehab/detox clnic.... anyways, im too tired to keep typing. Thanks for reading ::godspeed::