im 13 and there is this guy named richard and i really liked him alot...he told me he loves me and that there is no other girl like me yadda yadda, and we wernt going out at all we just liked each other a lot...we cybered and stuff and i made out with him, and he felt me up and i liked it, he showed me his dick and it was BIG =] but he wanted me to suck it and i said i didnt want to...he asked a couple times and was like plleaaase n stuff but i still didnt want to, so he put it away and we made out more, then later that week at school we still flirted but a couple weeks later he practically moved on to another girl...he started flirting with other girls and smaking there butts n stuff i kinda got jelous...and there is this other guy named andrew...and i kinda liked him even though he is 4 years older than me...and he asked me to bloww him too...and i didnt really feel comfortable with that and now he wont talk to me anymore...is that normal? i mean im pretty hott and stuff and im a nice person but ive had a lot of guys use me...im a virgin by the way and i plan to stay that way for a while...i almost dont trust any guy anymore that tells me they care about me! what shoudl i do?