When are you gonna get off tha computer and find yourself? Men are mostly the ones who always have to find theirselves, but in your case you need special help...
she can suck my ballz and you can lie on the bed and masturbate while she does it. Then i will approach you with my raging vein burster of a hard on and slide it deep inside you..you will have multiple orgasms and fall in love with me then marry me and have lots of kids and we'll have stargirl as our slave, she will live in the basement and will be fed on a strict diet of dog food.