Examine Me

Okay, I have told doctors and friends alike, but none seem to know what the deal is. Ever since I was a child, I dealt with insomnia, physical pains like tension and stabbing pains in my chest area, ribs, ovary’s and even vaginal area, so much so that it could sometimes temporarily paralyze me to the point that I had to stop in my tracks. This occurred anytime, menstruation or not. I am in my early twenties now and all this still happens.

Sometimes, I get the sharp pains in my eyes and other times, my jaw can feel tight as if it were stuck that way. I still deal off and on today. Also too, my vision sometimes clouds up, almost to the point of black out.

Another thing, and I don’t know if it is associated with my eyes or not, but I sometimes feel dizzy, like all the blood rushes to my head. This occurs when I get up fast or slow, when I am hot or out of the blue, like when I am just standing.

My feet hurt easily when standing for about fifteen minutes or so. I think due to lack of support, I am not aligned and this is why I have severe back pain, and tense pain in my arms, legs and the part of your head that sticks out the most in the back.

I’ve been told; even at my most relaxed that I need to relax. I’ve tried many different things and I know exactly what would do it, but I won’t hold my breath. No, it isn’t sex. Most of these symptoms have been occurring since I was about ten and I think it is due to divorce, another man in our lives and being transferred to another school all in a row. Yes, I felt abandoned and bitter because of it, but what could this be and what might I try? Comments please!

Do you think it's normal?

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