People think I'm stupid
Ever since I was in the seventh grade people thought something was wrong with me. I don't know why they think that and I don't try to make them think that.
1. I don't do work in school and I slept alot.
The reason why is cuz I'm lazy and I don't care for school all that much anymore.
2. I'm quiet and shy and scared of people.
Why I am like this is cuz ever since I was little all my brother did was beat me up and call me out my name. And my mother acted like she didn't care. She told me to defend myself but I was scared of the consequences.
3. I smile and laugh alot.
I try to keep a smile on my face after all the trauma I've been through all throughout my life. I love laughing and almost everything keeps me happy and laughing. But people think since I smile all the time they think somethings wrong with me. I hate my life. I just lost my bestest friend for a stupid reason(he's not dead). I sometimes wish I was dead and didn't have to go through this anymore. I wish people would treat me better instead they don't wanna ask me exactly why I act like this at all. I wish people knew deep down I really am smart and I'm not slow in any way. I can't help the way I am. When I was born the doctor said I was a normal baby. If I am retarded then my mother would've given me away to a group home or did something with me. I don't know really, but I really would like some help in a way how I could show people there's more to me then this. I don't wanna kill myself. I know I have much to live for. Can somebody help me please?
to the original poster: If youre really low, then check out a guidance counselor or ask your parents to see a specialist. I mean, if your problems persist, then the thing to cure it is a doctor/specialist.
good luck.
Sluggish Cognitive Tempo...kinda.
Google it for an exact definition.
I'm glad your optimism on life is so great, when everything is going too fast or too shitty, but I'd grow up a bit, if I were in your shoes, because life is not all fun and games and going into your own little world, it's a bitch, a pain in the ass, and this is from a realist, you need to have times where you slip into your world (in your head) and then exist outside of that...that's your cure.
can't really help you there.
sorry.
and i get homed schooled now
xx :O