help me! am i addicted?
heya.im a young girl who is 15 and when i go out at the weekends i get very very drunk with all my mates and loads of boys...i always said since i was a little girl that i would never touch any drugs , but over the past few months , i have tooken pills! and evrytime i take them i say i will stop but when i get offered them i say yeah. sometimes i dont get offered them , i usually go to a drug dealer and buy them myself. im not the only person who takes them as my m8s n boiz do it with me. i no im not doing myself no good , but how can i stop?? i have tried. the worst thing is , is that i like pills. i dont take alot, i usually take 1 or 2 each time i take them. i know that they can kill me but i never think it will happen to me eventhough it could. ma m8 got me into drugs. and even the boy i have fell for has been giving me them , i never ask him he offers me. but sometimes i think "he should be protecting me" not offering me drugs. sometimes i feel so scared because i think i could become addicted. sometimes i feel like i am addicted but there have been times when i have said no to drugs...what do you think??? give me some advice xxxx