Am I gay? I'm freaking out
Sometimes out of no where I have vivid flashes of me performing gay sex with men or guys i know this doesnt happen often but it freaks the hell out me when it does I don't find guys attractive what so ever and these thoughts make me feel sick but I have them none the less (rarely may I add) these may happen not often but it still frightens me when it does. Am I gay and not even realise it? Is the small gay part of me trying to get out? Or does it happen to the best of us and I shouldnt worry bout it?
If you have a hard time living with the fact that you are a homosexual and all, you should probable kill yourself.
But as you say its not that bad yet.
The cure: Watch a lot of heterosexual porn
and for GODS SAKE LOOK MORE AT THE GIRLS THAN THE GUYS OR IT WON'T HELP.