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over the past few years i have been feeling really down. i feel as if i have no one to live for. me and my mum hate eachother , well i dont hate her but she talks to me really nasty and we get in to fights all the time and it really upsets me. i use to think atleast i had my dad but hes just like my mum now hes always on her side. and now i just get upset other the slightest things and sometimes i cry but then i dont know what im even crying for? i have always thought about ending my life but i never will because im not that stupid. i use to go councelling because of family problems but i stopped going because i hate telling my feelings to people. i just want my own mum to love me then i would love her back and be nice back. she has a go at me other the most small things. she calls me a prostitute and an evil brat but then i think to my self what have i done to deserve names like that. i no im no angel because i do mouth back , but if i do mouth back i have my whole family in my ear and it gets me proper down and upset. they always get involved with personal things , like every boy i go out with they say they aint good enough so basically i cant have a life , they choose my friends for me , my mum calls my mates slags users and all that and it really embarrases me. so all i have done now is turnt to drink and pills.thats all thats good in my life anyway.they cant stop me from drinking or taking pills because my mum and dad do all that too. i no there are other people out there with far more worse problems than mine , but i really do feel down. do you think im depressed?