i hate sharing music ideas with male friends!
i have realized that i am sooo protective over my music space..i hate sharing my ideas (they're really good ones) with guys in the music area because im afraid they will get better than me and not give me any credit. it angers me that i feel this way and i have to lie a lot in order not to let them borrow my cds. samples, sheet music ect.!!! i am in a very awsome band at the memoent and am afraid of people straling my ideas!! grrrr why am i sooo competitive??!!?