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Asexual for life?
When I was 14 I was f**ked up on antidepressants mood stabilizers and antipsychotics. I was f**king crazy. I met some 20something over the internet. I met him in the middle of the night off the internet- because he wanted sex. I met him the the park down the road from my house. He tried to f**k me but couldn't get it up. Then it wouldn't fit. He fingered me but it hurt. I bled. Then I left.A month later I met some huge huge fat ugly-as-f**k 20something off the internet. He wanted sex too. We did it but I didn't feel anything. Maybe the meds made me not feel anything. I don't know. We did it 2 times, and I felt so disgusting. He said I was so sexy. My parents found out. It was embarassing. They called me a sl*t.
I don't know why I did it, maybe I wanted the attention? I was just so f**ked up, I can't follow my own thoughts from back then.
Now I am asexual. I feel nothing for men, nothing for women. I can't cant feel anything down there, even though I have been off the majority of the meds. I don't know if I ever will. My friends try to set me up with guys... I hate them most of the time, and I don't know why. I know its my fault, but am I f**ked for life?
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Don't f*ck people that you meet over the internet
The reason you weren't feeling anything was that you weren't attracted to him- obviously you found his looks to be unattractive- a turn off. You should also get to know the person before hand.
I'll admit the anti-depressants SUCK. I've been on them and they DO have sexual side effects. Depending on how long it's been since you stopped taking them, they could still be affecting you. It would be a long time affect. You should look them up and figure it out.
The reason that you feel nothing for people now is because of the negative experiences you've had. You go into the situation expecting it to be bad- and it IS because you expected it to be.