randomly thought i could be a gangsta
I am currently 19, and have never had any gangsta thoughts at all. I used to gangbang in highschool and with my football team mates, never felt excited or anything. Now that I hear a lot about gangsta people on the news and what gangsta people think like, I have had a weird thought that I might be a gangsta...
I never watched a lot of gangsta flicks because I am extremely shy around real gangstas and don't have the balls to talk to them face to face, which kind of made me wonder about myself. I was kind of a porn addict through high school, then I randomly stopped because all I could think about was sex. Is it normal for me to wonder about myself like this?
Oh btw, if you answer "It means I dress like an idiot and get sodomised in prison", you're on the money! :)
Just fucking be yourself, you douche.
why?
And I mean it!
p.s. There are better ways to solve your problem instead of killing yourself. For example, try HATING THE FUCKING GANGSTAS!!!