I want him to myself!!!
I love my boyfriend so much he is my everything,and he is my life!!! WE have been through so much together just ME AND HIM!!! US!!! ONLY US!!! I know he loves me and I love him SO MUCHHH!!! BUT-Im so jealous of this girl he is with all the time. I dont expect him to not be with her because they are childhood friends and they really are like brother and sister. I TRUST HIM-dont get me wrong but i was so used to just HIM AND ME!! and now its him and her and me and him if that makes any sense at all but i want him and me its not that i wont share him its just shes a GIRL and i wanted to be the only girl in his life i want it special and if he is close with another girl and they are good friends then its not special!!! Am i crazy!!?? HELP!!
It sounds like he might love you, but he'll probably realize that it is this other girl he's loved all his life, drop your codependent ass and live happily ever after, just him and her.