Foreskin Dilemma

Ok now I know you are not going to find this normal, I won't prattle on, get to the point, basically I keep cutting my forskin open. You are probably thinking I do it by accident but I dont. Well the first time was an accident, I got it caught in my shower hose (metal) whilst I was masturbating using it. I pulled my penis out and the top of my foreskin ripped open. I was shocked at first and it hurt so bad, it took ages to heal, I didn't tell my mum, how could I? So I just put plasters on it till eventually after about a month it stopped bleeding and finally healed.
Now whenever I masturbate just before I'm due to cum, I get some sewing scissors (that I keep in my bedside cabinet) and I just cut a few tears inside my foreskin so that when i resume to jacking off, and I cum, my blood and cum mix together and it looks like I've cum much more than I actually (obviously) have! The feeling of pain mixed with the pleasure of orgasm is exquisite, I cannot describe it.
Obviously you will not find this normal as I have never heard of this before (not even in my mothers s&m videos), but what I really would like to know is, is this dangerous for my health?
I do loose quite a substantial amount of blood each time, I'm finding it difficult to remove the blood from the carpet (I tell my mum I'm having frequent nose bleeds), I am also feeling very weak, I cannot stand for more than half an hour or so, is this normal?
I also want to know if it could be possible to up my weekly wanks and fetish (if you can call it that) to maybe everyday?
I will be greatfull for any comments regarding this.

Do you think it's normal?

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