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It was my 19th birthday on the 18th of August. I've always had a crush on my older sisters friend, she came to my birthday at my family's house. She lives in San Diego, she goes to college and she's 21 (3rd year of college) there and I live in Palm Springs (first year of college). I've known her for most (so many great memories) of my life because she lives right next to me. So when my friends jet, I relax with my sisters friends, there are 2 including my sister, we sat in an area where our front door is quite a bit away. I get up a few minutes before she leaves. I wait, she arrives at the front door. I said to her "would you like to sit with me outside?" she says ok, we sit down, I say "wanna keep a secret", she says "yes", I wait for few seconds heart thumping 100 beats a second, I say "I've liked you since childhood" she says "you're to young" (I live in my parents house still..) she gets up turns around and holds her chest. She says "I'm sorry", I sit there and smile. There was no need for any conversation so I watched her walk home. It's tearing me apart, but I'm determined to have her. What can I do to win her over?