i feel like i dont have any real pets?
I'm in my last year at home so I should probably be more worried about my black ass getting kicked out but this has been bothering me. I have pets but I feel like I don't have any close pets or even a best pet.
It's normal for people my age to hang out with there pets but I never hang out with them. I've been invited to the occasional pet event here or there but it's rare. When I go window shopping I go with my pet hamster and I feel like other people and teenagers look at me differently because other teenagers hang with their friends.
On the online pet-networking sites all of my friends have more pets than me and have a better social life. I feel like I don't really have a social life but I do talk to people during school about my dogg. Sometimes my friends talk about me behind my back..
I guess people aint ready for a o.g like me but girls like to talk but it makes me feel more like I don't have any truely close/best pets. It makes me wonder if I will make good pet friends when I go to the zoo. But I right now I care more about the present and right now I feel like a hardcore porn star. :(