It is important to feel secure and especially in your own home. The problem you have is that you are so scared something is going to happen to you, you let it control your everyday thoughts. Try confiding your fears in someone you trust like a family member or a friend. They can help you find out why you are so scared and help you relax and eliminate some of the weapons. You may also have a panick disorder causing you to feel like someone is after you all the time. It is a common problem and you may want to confide in your doctor.

not just a doctor, a phyciatrist. There is no shame in seeing one, only that you care about yourself.

I do that too. I am a small beautiful woman and have been molested and raped, I feel it is perfectly normal to watch your safety, because you never know if you will need those skills some day. Every place I go I make sure I eyeball it down and look for all the items that can be weapons as well as exits. what is they get robbed? *nods*

forget the spelling lol.......ok i do some thing similar to that i look over my sholders ind visulise while out walking what i would do if som one were to atack me i spot posable weopens on the road and think of escap roughts it is'nt realy a problem for me i live a normal life but be carful i make sure it doesn't control me

the cereal? You think someone might sneak up on you while you can't hear because of the crunching? Switch to oatmeal.

Your a real Life Ninja! Can I be your friend? we can watch each others backs, but we'll still have to watch each other in case one of us tries somthing.

dude this is totally normal. I have a weapon within reach at all times. I cant count how many times I needed those weapons to stab shit. Like the mailman, or my boss. THose motherfuckers are always trying to get me. I hate people and kill as often as possible.

Paranoid personality disorder. Check it out.

"nunchucks next to the cereal"?????
Come on!

this is the police come out with your hands up bitch!!!