it could be a phase

your GF might like them too should have been honest with her never hide porn from girls its one of the worst things you can do

Just be honest and tell her, you won't be TRULY happy unless you feel like you can be yourself in front of EVERYBODY around you. Which is why for gay people it's such a bad area to be (in the closet). I don't know what's alluring about she-males (I mean, for god sake, they are men who get sex changes, and are therefore basically wearing a costume to hide who they really are, but to each his own). If you are so much more interested in she-males, then why do you have a g/f? Don't you feel that you should be searching personals and such to find what really interests you? Just a suggestion. Take care and keep plugging...good things may happen.

btw...how old are you?

I love my girlfriend and despite me lying to her about this I would never stray from her. As I said this is a curiosity or fetish is probably more accurate. It doesnt mean i want to commit to a trangender relationship- i really have an awesome relationship with my girlfriend. I have just turned 24.

I should have probably specified before also that I'm well aware these people are essentially men when it comes down to gender and I am only attracted to the very feminine looking "shemale." To the average person in general this probably doesnt make a great deal of sense and as I type this I am definitely appreciating the obscuity of it all.

I HAVE A SHEMALE IN MY ATTIC I AM TORTURING HER BY SLOWLY CUTTING HER PENIS OFF AND THEN I BEAT HER WITH IT

stop trying to cover up your gayness.. suck a dick and get on with your life

im only fucking 13 but for some reson im turned on by shemales not guys but i also like regular girls is this weird will i ever even meat a shemale in real life!?

The reason you are attracted to transgenders is because they are "feminine" that's something that is lacking greatly in today's female or GG. While they run "to" the dress today's GG runs from it and into the weight room to work on her six pack and biceps?? Just what guys look for in a woman right? Rock hard abs and big biceps??? Hmmmm. Someone once told me that dating tody's woman is like dating your little brother. Also, with trangendered girls you know when they are aroused and you know when they are satisfied (No faking the orgasm etc.) Plus, you know how good it feels to have an orgasm therefore you know "they" are having a good time which is pleasing to you. Don't worry, you are not gay. If you like big hairy guys with goatees man breathe and hairy hands on your bottom, then you're probably gay. Go for it and enjoy the feminine qualities they offer. Jack off all night. If you girl doesn't understand then maybe she needs to take a look at her own feminine qualities and how she treats you.