Im Isolated from the world
I have just realized I am isolated from the world! I dont even know what is real anymore. When I was a kid i had 1 friend, a controlling, manipulating one. Basically kept me all to herself. I had no one else really. Then I found this religious group online and joined and got my friend into them as well. Well they turned out to be quite cult-like I guess you would say...other ex members call them a cult. I could see them manipulating me as well. they werent supportive,, it seemed like they were abandoning me. They talked to me less and less. Then I went nuts on them.. basically took out my anger at my abusive friend on them. I left the cult. Then I met a man and my friend tried to tear us apart, so I left her = i lost all my so called "friends". this man has been manipulating me the same way as the friend. I have no one else. were married with kids as well! now he left me and then he returned saying sorry. this is like the 1000 time that ive had this done to me! and to top it off I HAVE no friends to talk to. he keeps me isolated from all people it seems. i have no friends. anyone out there like me or am i like the only freak on earth?
there are more ppl out there then you believe! (lol), too many some whould say (evil grin)
peace JAH bless
I also think if your husband is that controlling that you need to tell him your going to start doing your own thing because you need friends to do things with.If he cant understand that maybe hes not the man for you.