There is still time. I know! I'ts hard to be a butterfly, especially when you are a human. It's just the kind of beauty you have. Find your TRUE Love and all will be well and your heart will flutter by butterfly.

True love is unconditional. If you truly love someone then their happiness should make you happy. If your love is dependent upon it being returned then I would say that you need more than you can give. You musy know what it is to love yourself before you can truly love others.

Yes there is, there always is. you just have to have the strength to hang in there 'till you find that person. Simple..brutal but simple

Sweetheart, you have depression. I should know. Get some help... it makes a world of difference.

oh dear

depression yes, get on zoloft, you should be fine mentally after that. Your relationships will probably be more clear. Also you sound under the age 25, if so it will probably pass. I've been there . . . if you want to talk
tini_13@hotmail.com

i love you. and God loves you. and don't worry about having to "find Him", he'll find you. just be open to it. and there ARE some really mean people in the world. but theyre just as insecure as you are. they want to fit in. and it sounds so lame but it's so true that it amazes even me. i can tell by how you write that you are a very smart beautifull person. and i will kick anyone's ass who says otherwise. you'll be fine!!!

i know exactly how you feel. i go through it just about every friggin day of my life. and, yeah. it's normal...at least for me

Ok, you need to chill out. First off, take a VERY lax view of everything. if theres problems in your life, try an apathetic approach. friends are just a medium of entertainment. if you dont want drama, then dont respond to it. a lot of people find out that most of the problems that they are having in life are thier own fault. just RELAX. take a hot bath. go to the beach. take a jog. also dont be so critical of your friends. if they are clingy it means they enjoy your company. you should be flattered. if you get sick of them then take a break. dont get overstreseed on STUPID issues. school, (especially if your in high school or younger), work, friends, boyfriend etc. these things are TRIVIAL in the scheme of life. they mean little. heres a motto that has never led me wrong. "it will all be better tomorrow." if something is SO SO SO SO BAD etc. it can only get better. who cares if your friends are clingy. who cares what they think?, who cares what anyone thinks? YOU are YOU. so BE you. no one should shape you. if they do, then they shouldent be and you should let them know this. if your sad dont "fake a smile". ACT PISSED. let someone know you feel like shit and explain to them why. life is not that hard if you just take a very lax view of it.

Wow, I do not miss being a teenager.

Don't be such a freaking pussy. We all have problems, you don't have to be such a crybaby about yours. There are worse things in life than friends and love. I've never seen a bigger plea for love and acceptance, you attention whore. Grow some balls for chrissakes. Fucking loser.

Ur not alone hun thats exacltly how i feel all the time, its kind of weird how everything you just said matches up with everything i feel. I love ya gurl, ur not alone.

Ur not alone hun thats exacltly how i feel all the time, its kind of weird how everything you just said matches up with everything i feel. I love ya gurl, ur not alone.

Jesus is tite. no therapist will make ya feel better. Cry out to God.

I listen to Heavy metal, baby. The constant screams drown out my colorless soul. It almost seems bearable. Jesus is cool too, if that floats your little sinking boat.

hun i love you and i feel for ya.........God will find you just DONT GIVE UP...."yea even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death i will feel no evil, for thou art with me" read Psalms it helps me alot

you sound like you are under a lot of stress and you desperately need someone to talk to. talk to the lord if that's your fancy, but in the office of a licensed therapist is where you'll really be saved.

good luck and please take care of yourself

I see a psychologist(don't know if i spelled that right) and I'm on some anxiety/depression medication. I absolutly hate it when others say "I know how you feel." because they don't. they have no idea where your coming from because they've never been in that exact position. they can imagine how it feels to feel guilty no matter what your doing or feel depressed going to the mall or movies, but they haven't lived through the agony that some of us have. Don't let there repulsive remarks get you down though, they are just trying to help when they have no clue how to. keep doing what you know is right in your heart and start thinking more of how certain situations make you feel, not so much as how they affect others. they will adjust, as long as your emotional needs are met, if they are truely a friend.

smile and make a good emo song out of it.

I really think you need to take a chill pill and really reflect upon what you wrote. Seriously, you're the one who seems to be fucking up all your "love" and "relationships".

Ok...I'm not not gonna say i love you cos i don't know you, and i am pretty freaked out by your need to be loved by a man. When it seems to me that you have a man who loves you, wonderful friends who are trying to help, and you are depressed because all you can see is the bad things!! Get help, or look on the bright side.

You talk way too much for a simple problem. Calm TF down.

The universe hates you because you cannot communicate well. Maybe if you learned to not do run-on sentences or ramble, things would turn out better.

Hi, you obviously are suffering from clinical depression. I have had it myself, it took me two years of therapy and medication to get through it. It takes time to get better, but accepting help from a professional helps. Not only for now, but also in the future. People who suffer from depression once, have a hightened chance of getting it again in the future. That's why it is realy important you seek help NOW, so that later in your life you will be able to recognise a beginning depression as soon as possible and take the necessary steps to prevent it from escalating like it has now. Remember, getting better takes a lot of time, but it does happen.

I don't know exactly how you feel, but appreciate and relate to most of it and yes, the people who posted that it could be clinical deppression are smart. Ignore the ignorant blunt ones and try and meditate on this quote. "When desire ceases, suffering ceases."

........MOM?

I'm just scewing with you. Everything will be o.k

Calm down first of all. Let time pass. Time and nature has its ways of changing. You won't feel like this for long.

Why so depressed?Why so gloomy?You most likely are depressed.Alot of people who are depressed feel like that.And they feel like they always need to be alone.Get help.This is not normal.

I have had a lot of problems in my life. I know the feeling of just wanting to be loved. It would probably help for you to see a Doctor for professional help at this point sometimes we get into such a rut we can't see a way out and you need just a little help to get you started on the right path. Remember one thing no one can make you happy only you can do that, people can make the conditions right for you to be happy but it's ultimately your responsibilty on how you percieve your life you can let others bring you down or you can choose how you will react to them. I hope things work out good luck I will be thinking about you.