Rape fantasizes..turning into reality????
I have always had rape fantasizes of me being COMPLETELY dominated and controlled by a guy.
I love it. I get so horny and ugh.
I also read real rape stories on the internet and get turned on..sick huh? But I do not find other people getting hurt sexy at all..I just put myself in the victim's place. :)
I've always wanted guys (16-25 aged) guys to slap me on the ass and push me, yell out that b**ch is fine i wanna f**k her, etc. Things like that.
Well, there's these guys in my school. They always stare at me and look me up and down.
In class I hear them say dirty things like, "I wanna f**k that b**ch" and sometimes they will touch me..unintentionally but I know they do it purposely.
I get so turned on by this..so f**king wet!
Is this normal?
I want this one guy, who stares at me all the time..I know he wants me..I want him to f**k me and dominate me and rape the sh*t outta me.
I guess I'm just a masochist.
What do I do? Do I need help?
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In a few hours I was on the bottom being penatrated for every angle for about an hour.
I was frightened. I pushed it too far.
Tobra
I've had those before
I feel strange and almost dirty for it too
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Not sure if its completely normal..but you're not alone!
-dirt dobbler
Now hunny get off the computer and stand on the street corner outside walmart if you want to live your dream.
The rape/domination/humiliation fantasies I had were a way of maybe acting out (sexually, in that case) and feeling "normal" - though now I understand I might have swung out to far the Other way. Still, no one was hurt and the "rape" I was subjected to was carried out by a very loving BF who knew of my needs/desires and took it Only as far as I was comfortable with.
Rape, when NOT inevitable, but something to be taken freely as a matter of choice between partners, can be great.
Otherwise, cripple the bastard!
@ Sweetjen10
Did you enjoy your experience or was it REAL rape? And do you still have those fantasies? Your post was hard to understand.
Tobra