LIFE SUCKS and then you DIE
i lived with my parents for 3 years until i had to leave, i was sitting in my room, i blacked out some stuff and what happened before for about 9-10 minutes so i dont know what happened to cause it.. anyways i shared a room with my younger bro and my step dad came into our room yelling at me (partially blacked out) i remember having a knife under my pillow clenching it tightly and ready to kill him.. and before that i had tried to kill myself but only while i lived with my parents, all my life accept for those 3 years i lived with my grandparents, a couple days ago i was reading about depression and i read the symptoms and i've got em all... it took me quite a few days to figure out what started it but that doesn't matter.. anyways is depression normal? and how should i go about telling my grandparents about it? i am always bursting out at my grandma and it makes me feel bad afterwords but i feel fine then i snap.. what should i do?
If it is not a true story then next time, use the knife on yourself not some innocent person!
-dirt dobbler