I am restricted by myself...
In my head, I can make all this beautiful music with words that ebb and flow to the rhythm but unfortunatly, I cannot sing or play a guitar. My voice is terrible and no matter how much I try, i cant learn guitar. Its a terrible feeling...creating these songs in your head but being unable to share them with others. And even if i was to learn to play a guitar, I wont be able to sing them. I know that this question isnt a "is this normal" question, but please, any advice?
-dirt dobbler
You can also try to see a psychologist who can suggest an outlet of some kind.
The words remain.
You also need to learn to read music. Quite a few people feel you can skip this important step, but as a musician myself, I think you'd really be handicapping yourself if you couldn't tell one clef from another, didn't know how to recognize simple chords, etc. You also wouldn't be able to give your musical ideas a written record without this skill.
Good luck! Music has been a huge part of my life, and I hope you get a lot of pleasure out of it as well.