Nobody needs a relationship to live a good life. Your logic is flawed.

Not if you want to have a family some day. I want to be married and have kids some day. But I can't if I am ugly.
Besides, what is the point to living if people make fun of me all the time and there is nothing I can do to fix it? It's not like I have money to have plastic surgery. If someone makes fun of someone when they are fat they can lose weight it bothers them enough. What about someone with an ugly face though? What if makeup doesn't help?
If you walk down the street and someone calls you an ugly loser that really gives you a low self-esteem. If people don't want to give you the time of day even if you work hard at your appearance what is the point? I only have two people who I can call my real friends. I've never had a boyfriend and I am 21. At this point it's too late. There are people I know who have kids already and they are my age! I want to have kids! My mom had her first kid when she was 18 and she was married by the time she was 20.
Everyone in my family has been like that. I am the first one to graduate High School and the first one to try and go to College because I don't get to have a relationship to distract me because I am ugly!
What's the point to my accomplishments if there isn't going to be any kids in my life that I can support and give a good life to?

so basically you are upset because you don't have kids? why the fuck would you want to be tied down at your age? i am 22 and i dont want kids until i find a girl who i want to be with and i have done something with my life. and how is 21 to late to find a relationship? my mom is 50 and she just remarried. and you want to go to college i dont know how you expect that if you have kids.

if you want them so bad then just go to a bar and sleep with the first guy you see you ugly loser

I guess it does look like I am saying that. That's not what I meant, I kind of typed that wrong. I just mean I am jealous of people who have families... basically people who are loved by kids and boyfriends or husbands. I don't want to be tied down at 21 but I am jealous of people who are even if I don't want to be yet if that makes sense. I just want to be loved for who I am.

But you are right, I need to go to college before I have kids.

And it's different for someone who is ugly verses someone who isn't. If a girl is beautiful, or a guy is hot but hasn't been in a relationship yet when they are twenties they likely will find one because they are good-looking.

I think a guy would be excited to meet a beautiful 21 year old girl who is a virgin.

The older you get when you are ugly the harder it will be for you to find someone because you get uglier. You have to find someone when you are young.

If you are a guy and meet an ugly girl who has never been in a relationship, never even kissed a guy would you want to be with her? Would you want to be with her at all because she is ugly? No you wouldn't.

Well there's the problem, staring you right in the face. Your family and their expectations are unrealistic. Society is unrealistic. You are unrealistic.

Changing yourself on the outside, to conform to society, is far more difficult than changing your mind to accept what you are. Purge yourself of your unrealistic desires and the problems will go away. When people make fun of you because of your appearance, you should pay no mind to that, because in many ways, you are likely superior to them.

When I was a kid, I was picked on mercilessly. As a result, I dropped out of school, even though I was a straight A student at the time. This was the greatest thing I ever did; separating myself from them. Society is just cruel, and by isolating myself I was able to evolve beyond the bullshit that they had molded me into. You can do the same by rejecting their ideals of beauty, relationships, and breeding, and evolving into a greater being.

Finally, the point is being satisfied with your accomplishments, and always striving to be superior. This is the principle that I have lived by, and it seems to be working quite well for me, even though I once believed society when they said I was inferior.

duck tape a pistol to a gopher turtle, get on the ground point the gun at your forehead and pull the trigger, with the turtle on the ground of course. Turtle leaves and you are dead. Yeah I have thought much about this.

Better than that, jsut live dude. I am possibly in a world of shite muslims, but I cannot kill myself. Jack off and call it good.

I've isolated myself from people and it's just made me anti-social now. I'm too shy now because I am terrified of people. Every time I see people my age walking toward me I get nervous because I am scared they are going to make fun of me so I turn and go the other way.

I could go to college for four years and have a degree but I will still be lonely when I finally have my career. No one will want anything to do with me because the older an ugly person gets the uglier they get. So what's the point in going on if I am never going to have my one dream come true? Most people get their first kiss when they are 12. Some even younger. And if not younger then 12 then some where in their teens. Nobody gets their first kiss in their twenties unless it was their choice.

Anyway, the question was how do I do it without no one knowing I did it? I've been looking at this site for a while and I've seen people tell someone they should kill themselves because people are honest on this site. But when it comes to asking how to do it no one has answered. So I am a bit surprised.

And if you want to say people don't want to be responsible for someone killing themselves. What about when someone is depressed and they ask for advice but someone says 'just kill yourself' what if the person is at a sensitive state and they listen?

So what's the difference?

just get an overdose of paracetamal or sumet just take lodz then go to sleep

Will they be able to detect I overdosed on it?

I'm not going to sit here and give you suggestions on how to kill yourself, although ive been in the same boat before. its not fun. I think your more than less just feeling sorry for yourself. nothing seems to be going right and everything else just making it worse than it really is. even the best looking people are ugly in some peoples eyes. dont worry about. theres nothing worse than feeling like you're being sucked in a pitch black tunnel. hope im not too late on this, and if im not and you read this, sh!t will start getting better. theres a girl out there somewhere. just dont worry yourself into trying to find one, let her come to you. I know a guy that is so freakin ugly, it looks like somebody set him on fire and then tried to put the fire out with an icepick and this guy has one of the prettiest and nicest girls that ive ever run across. no joke. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and just do something about it besides killing yourself. i know its not that easy, but do it anyway. you'll be glad in the long run.

I'm a girl. No guy wants an ugly girl.

Sorry. Still same difference. Like I said earlier, there IS somebody out there for you. I'd bet you're not as ugly as you say you are.

I know it sounds like BS, but it really just isnt worth even talking about killing yourself.

You are just lacking in self confidence. I am working on the assumption that you are a young teen? Can I ask you if you know the story of the ugly duckling? Says it all really.
Never lose sight of the fact that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. We all see something different when we look. Worse case here is you are ugly, in which case you need to work a little harder than most and be a beautiful person. That is to say, the wrapper might not look too good so make whats inside extra special.
It will work I promise you. I also offer you an ear if you need one or a shoulder to lean on. It is just a bad time in your life, you will pass through it and come out the other side a better person.
Now please get those thoughts out of your head. No matter how you take your life your mum is going to blame herself. THATS what mums do. She will convince herself it was her fault.

Hey Hopey,
I don't think you should kill yourself. Obviously everyone has a view of what they want their fullfilled lives to be. Yours is to raise children, and have a meaningful relationship. Thats fine.
I don't know what it is about yourself that makes you feel so terribly ugly. Is it your nose? your weight? are you especially hairy? To tell the truth, you might not appeal to guys on the street, but those are the men that you probably would not go well with in a relationship anyway, given your low self esteem.
I have a friend who has the biggest roundest clown nose I have ever seen, she has horrible acne even at 21, and her hair and skin look oily every time I see her. She has a boyfriend. He is not very attractive at all. But she is happy.
I could tell you to work on your self-confidence, maybe pay more attention to the clothes you wear, or your eye contact. Try to envision what you look like, and then improve your posture. I am saying these things, but i am sure you have heard them before.
As a person who attemped suicide and had a boatload of problems, I can say that suicide is not the answer, especially for someone as articulate and honest as yourself. Why rush out of life so fast? Stick it out and see if things get better. We all end up dead anyway.

Nope. I am twenty-one so it makes it worse. Most people my age have been in a relationship by now. And you'd think by the time people hit their twenties they grow out of making fun of others but they don't. That's what kept me going when I was a teenager. I told myself when I was an adult everything would get better but people are actually worse than they were when I was a teen. This one girl is down right brutal every time she sees me and she didn't bother me when we were kids. She is twenty-three. You'd think she would grow up.

I think at my age it's too late to hope I'll get in a relationship.

I have just looked at your profile and know you are 21.
You want to try some of my problems on for size. ^0 years old, HIV , Serious side affects from my meds including SERIOUS mood swings and SERIOUS depresion. The thought of spending my last years alone are enough to depress anyone. You have your life ahead of you. I would seriously sugest you stick in at uni and get your degree. In 4 years time the world will have evolved that wee bit more and you may even meet a guy in uni.
It doesn't matter these days how you kill yourself. Ferenzics are very good and they will find out how and when. How do you think your mum is going to cope with first your dad and then you killing yourself? She will blame herself and likely kill herself to. Is that what you really want? Why don't you go see a doc? You are depressed and need to talk one on one with some one experienced in helping those in your situation.

60 years old lol

Ferenzics... that made me laugh.

-spelling nazi

just get a sperm donor and have your kid.

You can select basically any male you want that way.

People say I look more like a guy than a girl. I've lost a lot of weight. I gained weight in High School because I was depressed but then I lost it all recently and it didn't improve my looks. I still have about twenties pounds to lose. I am in a healthy range now and I don't look fat but I want to weigh 115. I am 135 right now. I used to be 168. 115 is still in the healthy range for my height and I won't look anorexic either.

But I was hoping when I lost weight maybe the boyish features in my cheeks would go away because it's all in my cheeks. If my cheeks didn't look chubby I'd be cute. I have pictures of myself before I gained all the weight and I wasn't beautiful but I was cute. The only problem is I've lost the weight in all my other body but my face still stays chubby looking and I think it will still be the same even when I lose the last twenty pounds. I look at pictures of myself at 168 and at my weight now and my face is exactly the same but my body is different. Which has been hard to lose lately. I lost the first thirty pounds really fast and didn't even notice at first until people started asking me if I lost weight. Then I noticed my clothes were too baggy. When I am trying to lose weight it's harder than when i wasn't.
And I don't have money to buy new clothes so people are calling me a lesbian because I am ugly and wear baggy clothes. I'd wear the right size clothes if I had money to go shopping.

yes get your spouces figerrprints on a gun and wear gloves an shoot away my friend...

then focus on going back to school and getting a good job before you move on to relationships. Watch "sex in the city"... it remind you there is love after 30 :)

In time, you will be able to afford to focus on the areas you feel you need to improve on. Think about goals. Killing yourself because you need to work for them is not good, and not fair.

bollocks. Yours is perfect?

Why don't you go fuck yourself Oro. You can be a very thoughtless bastard you know that. I don't like you any more and I am going to work at annoying you you fu cking twat.

no no, but I laugh anyway. Its like falling down: everyone does it, but its still funny anyway.

OK I'll laugh with you this time lmao. Nowt beets a good laugh and I knew it was wrong but couldn't be assed looking it up.

beets!!!! argh
beats

XD

Hopey where you gone???

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listen he asked my opinion...

I don't want to kill myself because I have to work for goals. I just hate being in this endless teasing. I've working hard at everything I do for years but people still don't respect me because I'm not good-looking. These people needed my help a few months ago and I was only too happy to help them out because I like helping people and they don't respect me for it. They just used me. I've always been nothing but nice to these people and they still make fun of me. Once when I asked someone why they like bugging me she said it was because I was a pathetic loser who wasn't going to anywhere in life because I was ugly.
I'm almost thinking if I don't kill myself I should just move to where no one knows me.

Still here.

I don't see anywhere where someone said hey oro tell me this.....
This poster doesn't need an asswipe like you to answer her. There is an old saying oro, If you have nothing to add to a conversation then thats what you should add, NOTHING. Now fu ck off you asswipe.

xcuse me did or did not the question say


"Is there a way to kill myself and make it seem like an accident? That way my friends and family can't try and blame themselves for not doing enough when they find me dead?"


cause i just proved it did...

then do that. There is a whole world out there :) if severing old ties and starting fresh will save your life, than go ahead. Maybe you should go to a far college and get a degree, student loans can help and it would help you start fresh and get familiar with a new place.

It did. :)

Although, I'm not sure if that idea would work because they would still find the gun beside me when I am dead. They would figure out what I am doing with the rubber gloves on.

You are really stupid, huh.

well...not exactly...if it is cold outsideyou cold wear golves and the "murderer" wouldhave left the wepon...

I guess so. I was stoned (it's worn off now) when I wrote that and the other posts and whenever I smoke weed it makes the suicidal thoughts worse and it seems to makes them make sense. I am at the burnt out feeling now. I feel like I need sleep.
And I'm not a major druggie or anything but once in a while my older sister and I smoke it together. This is the first time in a month.

Hopey, move away to uni to study hun. You will solve your immediate problem that way and there is a good chance you will meet some one who respects you for the nice person you come across to me as being.
Sometimes a move is a good thing. Believe me when I tell you I have been there and done that on more than one occasion.

No, oro is stupid, Hopey is just depressed.

was i right, speak son...

the answer is...yes *unianimous clapping*

If smoking weed does make you feel that way, then simply DO NOT SMOKE IT. You can live without it babes.

I aint your fu cking son! I might be your DAD but certainly NOT you son. I'd have thrown you out and kept the after birth had I been there with your mother at your birth.

Well idk what i did to you...all i did was answer the question...

I don't really get why. Is there away to shoot yourself and not have people know it was you if the gun is near you? Even if you were wearing gloves. They could check it for the finger prints but the gun is still near me and I am wearing gloves they would guess what happened there.

OH YEA, great job you fucking moron. We spent the last hour trying to talk sense to her and you come out with that crap! No surprise really, you are full of shit anyway so I guess it's only to be expected.
I feel sorry for and kids who are unfortunate enough to have you as a father. Hopefully your lack of balls means you'll never be a father. Now that would make me happy. It woul;d also serve the universe well. Stay in America you imbisilic prick. The UK doesn't need any more assholes.

Well i hate to inform you of three things...

1.)I am a member of an Elite Relogion that says that i may not have children till i am thirty

2.)Within This year i am moving to jolly ol' London for 6 years on a certain Akama. job

3.)nearly, we were prety good friends and i have respect for you still if you have none for me. That is friendship, it is unconditional in my religion...I hope you relize that

No it's fine now that the high has worn off. I was just asking why it was a stupid question...?

he needs to get laid...BIG TIME!

why am i the only one who thinks this person wanted attention and to have people tell her not to kill herself she seemed to be convinced quite easily not to do it and now is saying she was high when she wrote it?

Your a coward! Death is no way to escape your troubles!

We all crave a little attention from time to time. There is no fault to be found in that, quite the reverse. The fact that she has come round (or down) is surely a good thing.

Wise words of wisdom from one so young. You rock!

he is a man of many words, and he is cool!

When I want your oppinion, I will give it to you, meantime shut to fuck up.

dont tell me what to do you cock loving shit packer!

SHUT TO FUCK UP. oops. there I gone and done it again raflmfao. Go play with your miniscule penis that way you'll at least have a little fun you smeghead.

You can kill yourself the way lots of people do----smoke and eat cheeseburgers and never get any exercise and find someone like the gays or liberals to hate and blame everything on creating lots of stress and youll die at about age 60.

"MANY UGLY PEOPLE GET MARRIED. I SEE IT EVEREY DAY BIG FAT UGLY PIGS TOGETHER."

I agree, have you see the Parents of THIS sow?

(Just an example of the kind of Karma you get from fucking with me, Gretch.)

The Divine Ms. O.

If you honestly think that your genetic makeup is so inferior, why would you want to pass it on by having children?

She likely was looking for attention yes. When someone is depressed they want to see if people care.

you want attention from your dad up your ass hole stupid bitch

yea ugly people should never be allowed to have kids they should start doing something that stops women from having kids if they shouldn't have them and if a woman who shouldn't be allowed gets pregnant by accident force her to have a abortion
fat people
ugly people
child abusers
gothics

you

oh my fucking god, you are an insessent dumb fruit that needs to go back in his grave...from me to you princess

you know what? If you kill yourself you'll only go to hell. Because God gave you life and you just take it away because your idiot dad did it. You'll be burning in hell just because your paps did it. Trust me, it hurts when someone dies.

Like my cousin, she was only 7 and she died 2 weeks ago cuz of heart falure. She had the rest of her life, and you just want to take it away because you're ugly? They're the ones who will turn ugly because they have their own damn problems

She had something to live for though. She was too young to die. I know a lot of young kids who have died before they had the chance and I'd give my life for them to live. My friend's little two year old died and it wasn't fair because he had his whole life ahead of him.

But I already know I really don't. I've decided not to do it only because my mom would be upset. But I still know I don't have a life ahead of me since I am ugly and I won't ever get in a relationship. I am 21 years old and haven't one before. I wanted to have a career, a husband and kids I am not ever going to get any of that because of the way I look.

Oh and I don't believe in God or Hell. And I didn't want to do it because my dad did it. I wanted to do it because I'm so ugly I look like a guy. Although, if there was a Hell I wouldn't doubt my dad was in Hell and it wouldn't be because he killed himself. It was because he treated my mom, my sister and I like crap because he was bitter about being tied down because he got my mom pregnant with me by accident.

Because I want to have kids. I wouldn't care what they look like. I'd love my kids for who they are. I doubt I'd think they were ugly anyway since usually parents don't.

Anyway, sometimes the ugliest parents spit out good-looking kids for some reason. Maybe that will happen with me. But again, their looks are the least of my worries as along as they are healthy I don't care.

That should be the last thing parents worry about.

You must be emo! lol