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Hi all, for at least the last 5 years I've been aware that I have a fetish for certain kinds of boots and high heeled shoes. I've read around a bit, and most people develope something like this as a result of a footfetish, which I really do not have. I can't explain why I find certain heels (or the shoes themselves, should I say) sexually arousing.

Now, high heels were created to look sexy and aluring as my girlfriend keeps reminding me, but I really don't think they were intended to work better than porn if I can look at a pair, or a picture of some and have a good tug over them. It's not normal, is it?

Even if that is, I'm really picky about it too! Wedges I out-right don't find attractive, nor do I find big blocky heeled shoes. If I saw the same pair, but the heel narrowed down (even if only a little) as it when down, I'd probably find it attractive. As for shoes, I appreciate strappy stillettos etc as formal ware, but I don't find shoes attractive unless they're closed around the sides of the foot, or if the front of the shoe isn't either rounded, or pointed slightly (box-like tips don't do it for me).

The worst thing is, is I don't know what I like about this fetish other than the sight of them turns me on, and I can wank just looking at them. I don't get off on licking them, I don't get off on wearing them, I might get off on being trampled (don't know, never tried), and I kinda get off on the smell of leather shoes.

What the hell is wrong with me?

When I tried to explain this to a close friend in high school, 5 years ago, he told my other friends who just took the piss oudda me so much so that it became intense bullying - I never spoke to them since the day we left.

So please, be constructive; I'm fragile :(