Stubborn

Okay so there is these guys at school: Jacob and Isaac. So, at school I started liking Isaac. He is so cute and so nice. Then one day like at the 10th day of school, at P.E. we were playing basketball, right, me and my friend Brenda, then, we went to go tell the coach something then a teacher's aid, Mrs. Martinez said: "See that boy over there, his name is Jacob" Then we looked. "Yeah" we said. "Well he's new here and none of his friends came here with him and he's not made any friends" We just kept looking at her. "Would you girls mind going to see if he wants to play basketball with you sweeties?" We looked at eachother. "Sure" we said insecurely. Then Brenda was like "I'm not going to say anything" then I was like "why not? I'm not" then she said: "okay I guess we're not" then I looked at Mrs. Martinez then I looked at Jacob and how miserable he looked. then I said: "fine, I'll do it." then I went. I asked: "do you wanna play basketball with us?" then he shook his head. then I was like "k" then I felt so stupid then went and told Mrs. Martinez that he said no. then she said try again. k I said then I told Brenda it was her turn she said "no" then I had to do it again. then I said: "are you sure? because you look pretty lonely over here." he shook his head again. then I said: "well if you want to play with us, just feel free to come over, we won't say no and it's just us, okay?" even though I know he wouldnt he nodded.


Then afterwards, it felt like he had some kind of hold on me, and I had some hold on him. Now he has a girlfriend, Gazelle, and they don't talk at all, just hug. But when I picture him as my boyfriend, I feel that we have a lot in common, I know that he likes me too. The only problem is...........


Well, have you seen Days of Our Lives, with Sami and EJ and Lucas? And how Sami feels she wants Lucas but she really wants EJ? well....




That's how I feel. I feel like I'm trying to get myself to like Isaac, cuz he was the first one I liked, and I don't want to confess I like Jacob, like I should stick to the old routine. I want to like Jacob, but then it feels like I have to hold on to Isaac.



Please give me some advice! I really need it!

Do you think it's normal?

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