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Something is happening to me..
Though I havent been diagonosed, I am almost 100 percent sure I have Histronic Personality Disorder. Which is basically when you do things for attention etc. Well, recently I have been feeling liek I am insane, for I seem to have two different sides of me. I dont know if its a sub concious or if I am seriously insane. Like, I question myself if I am a pedophile because I thought a kid was cute or hot or will be, but I think it's just because I'm shallow. Please dont go blasting me for this, because I dont want to be. I'm reaching out for help. I was never like this, and things just started to change and havent stopped over the past 6 monthes. I want to say I am normal, not be desperate for a guy, not be dependant on people, feel like I am normal, and not be questioning if I'm a pedophile or not. I'm a female to, so it's like what the f**k? I know I need to talk to a shrink, but I need to know If I'm crazy or not. I also often over think things, or question myself every day. I've become a pessimist and think negative things about peopel randomly. I really dont want to be like this anymore, and I have been saying that for the past 6 monthes but I'm stll the same.Please help me.
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I am here to give serious imput towards
your question here ..
You may have what is called "Identity
Gender Disorder" something of that source
Where you don't know what you want to be . Yes, I am a attention seeker , I make
up lies of imaginary girlfriends that do
not exist , I do it to make myself feel
better plus try to get girls that I want
to be with , When, I know well that they
want no more than friendship.
I do not classify myself as a pedophile cause I do not see young
children attractive ..
Yes, i am dying to be LOVED but it
I do not see anything coming out of
my wish !! Sometimes , I aks myself
Why, does GOD let me live , And go on
when I can't find LOVE.
Life without a female to LOVE to me
is like , Why, not give me the death
penalty!! So i do know how you feel
Yes, growing up I never had my teen
years .. I never had that teen girlfriend
at the age of 15 to ?
I am 39 years old almost 40 years old
I will always want , A girl that is
between the age 18 to 30 , Yes, when
she is older I would still want to
be with the same girl , No, I am not
a cheater And I am not a FREAK!!
But, I know your emotional pain
I hope GOD places PEACE with inside your
heart !!
God Bless You,
A Great Guy that Cares
has been so kind to me .. Often I feel
very addicted to her And Obessed with her , I know she is getting married
So before the wedding , I am bailing out And unfortanetley I will loose the
services that she renders me such as
Transportation , I am bailing out cause
I want the emotional rolly coaster pain
to go away for good !!
She is marrying a real immature 41 year
old male , Who she says, He needs to
grow up ... I went in prayer over this
today .. I want CHRIST to bring me SALVATION!!! I know , I got to do this And it will be a BIG impact on her cause She has really picked me as
her favorite client !!
But , I got to do it , I can't stop
fighting the tears anymore !!
I have ask her out , when, she was
single And we went to breakfast this
one day ..Well, she said to me, Is it
okay if I would call you more often
I said sure , Well, in the mean time
I got upset , cause She wouldn't allow
me to pay for her breakfast that I
put a block on my phone line ...
So you see , I am also to blame
She had placed the ball in my court
one day , When , she wanted me to ask
her out ..Being soo shy , It never happened!!
So yes, I know your emotional pain!!
-crank dat
peace JAH bless