Something is happening to me.. http://isitnormal.com/story/19314/ You seem to be normal. Whatever you do, DO NOT try to self diagnose ANY psychological condition using a list of symptoms! There is a well known illusion that makes you think you have whatever disease the list is describing. If you see a shrink they will be able to tell you if you're nuts or not. http://isitnormal.com/story/19314/#comment-262967 2008-08-28 18:48:32 do you even know what gender identity disorder is or do you just like to hear yourself type' http://isitnormal.com/story/19314/#comment-202814 2007-11-27 13:57:55 sex and the city http://isitnormal.com/story/19314/#comment-202755 2007-11-27 12:34:13 a lot of posters in here have the same thing.the only cure is growing up some and sometimes that doesnt even cure some people. http://isitnormal.com/story/19314/#comment-200531 2007-11-23 15:29:07 Everyone questions themselves over one thing or another from time you time, you really shouldent over think, you sound like your an inch from a meltdown if you keep that pace, try and mellowing out, and then talk to someone :) peace JAH bless http://isitnormal.com/story/19314/#comment-200506 2007-11-23 12:22:12 Right now, I am in LOVE with my CaseManager , She is 29 years old ..She has been so kind to me .. Often I feel very addicted to her And Obessed with her , I know she is getting married So before the wedding , I am bailing out And unfortanetley I will loose the services that she renders me such as Transportation , I am bailing out cause I want the emotional rolly coaster pain to go away for good !! She is marrying a real immature 41 year old male , Who she says, He needs to grow up ... I went in prayer over this today .. I want CHRIST to bring me SALVATION!!! I know , I got to do this And it will be a BIG impact on her cause She has really picked me as her favorite client !! But , I got to do it , I can't stop fighting the tears anymore !! I have ask her out , when, she was single And we went to breakfast this one day ..Well, she said to me, Is it okay if I would call you more often I said sure , Well, in the mean time I got upset , cause She wouldn't allow me to pay for her breakfast that I put a block on my phone line ... So you see , I am also to blame She had placed the ball in my court one day , When , she wanted me to ask her out ..Being soo shy , It never happened!! So yes, I know your emotional pain!! http://isitnormal.com/story/19314/#comment-200459 2007-11-23 10:29:24 Hi there , I am not here to judge I am here to give serious imput towards your question here .. You may have what is called "Identity Gender Disorder" something of that source Where you don't know what you want to be . Yes, I am a attention seeker , I make up lies of imaginary girlfriends that do not exist , I do it to make myself feel better plus try to get girls that I want to be with , When, I know well that they want no more than friendship. I do not classify myself as a pedophile cause I do not see young children attractive .. Yes, i am dying to be LOVED but it I do not see anything coming out of my wish !! Sometimes , I aks myself Why, does GOD let me live , And go on when I can't find LOVE. Life without a female to LOVE to me is like , Why, not give me the death penalty!! So i do know how you feel Yes, growing up I never had my teen years .. I never had that teen girlfriend at the age of 15 to ' I am 39 years old almost 40 years old I will always want , A girl that is between the age 18 to 30 , Yes, when she is older I would still want to be with the same girl , No, I am not a cheater And I am not a FREAK!! But, I know your emotional pain I hope GOD places PEACE with inside your heart !! God Bless You, A Great Guy that Cares http://isitnormal.com/story/19314/#comment-200458 2007-11-23 10:15:30