Does my brother use me only when he needs me?
Today, I got an unexpected knock on my apartment door. I opened it and my brother was standing at it with a big smile. I thought he came to visit me but he grabs his ciggarettes and says he will be right back. He was just going to check out the girl that was staying at my neighbor's house. I felt hurt. After all, I haven't seen him in a week since he moved back in with my parents. He calls me up later to start a huge fight with me because I didn't see him in the laundry room with my neighbor on my way up from the mail boxes downstairs. I think he was trying to make a scene. I don't know. Either way, I called my mother to tell her about the ugly scene where I sent him to hell. My mother said he was supposed to be visiting me. (How ironic.) I am just angry that he embarrassed me in front of my friend, crashed my car two months ago and hasn't paid me back, lived in my house for two months without helping with any of the bills and still, I took care of him when he was about to be sued over a previous car accident (which is why I lent him my car). I guess I am stupid for helping him so much but everytime he asks for my help, I am always there. Other then that, he doesn't call when I am sick or help me when I am behind on the bills. I know that I am being used. What the hell. Call me stupid!!!!! I think I'll go back downstairs and kick his sorry ass and get my money back.
-crank dat
peace JAH bless
I am not knocking you for it. I've been there done that myself. You have to be hard and go against your instincts. You have to say NO! Seriously, you do and the sooner the better. Took me 10 years so I know how hard it is.
Good luck and remember, the word is NO NO NO NO.
You are also contributed to the mess. You should make a stand and draw the line of what is acceptance and what is not.
Last night I called my 'friend' and asked her if she wanted me to come over and burn one... she said she would call in five, when she got home.... I waited an hour an a half to smoke her up... so i smoked by myself, and ignored her calls that came hours after. If she wont take the effort to call me when I'm going to smoke her up, why should I waste my time? I suggest you do the same.