I'm in love with a girl, and we've never gone out. I'd do anything she asked me to do, and I'd take a bullet for her. I've felt this way for two and a half years, and told her last year that I had a crush on her, but it was sorely planned as she was already going out with someone and all she said was that.
I can't think about any other girl but her, and when she's near my mind becomes focused completely on her, so I can't concentrate on other things.
What the fuck? Grow some fucken balls. Do you honestly think that you are the only one thats ever had a fixation with a particular woman? How many other girls have you passed up over this one bitch? You'd take a bullet for her, and yet when you approached her all she said was I have a bf. She doesnt want you. Get your shit together and seek out someone who actually takes notice whether you are alive or not...
when i go near her all i want to do is just stare at her, all i can do is think about her, but i don't want to look creepy so i usually end up just staring at a wall and looking at everyone but her, and just thinking about her
if you can't get her just kill yourself, that is my plan anyways
I was once like that, do what i did, ask if she likes anyone, if not just ask her if she'd like to do something with you, if she rejects you get over her and then you'll be able to focus. In my case i was rejected and becuase of that i was able to focus and i found i could think clearer, it may hurt for a bit, i wanted to hang myself, but it'll heal.