sorry ppl
I just want to say to all the readers that,
I appolagise for all my ranting, I'm the person who seems to be a skitso, who rights all this nonsence that you people will think is crazy, maybe i am a bit crazy, but still,
I have been kicking my self for even doing this but somehow it semped nesassery, I will leave all of this now and try to move on because i keep makeing mayself more fucked in the head, sorry for my exsitence, I try my best but put shit back on me evry time i try, normality is impossible now, deffinatly and maybe my stupidaty is what has done this, so sorry and good bie.