Im 18 years old and Im im play basketball for a college and during my senior year of highschool, I started to have a relationship with a 38 year old women and after a year of talking and seeing each other we got very deep into a relationship and I love her she is my waking thought and my thought when I sleep and I love her with all my heart and she feels the same, and am I wrong for this?
The thing is that this could be good for you in a lot of ways. Young women are often very confused and ignorant of themselves and their wants at your age, this older woman may very well lend you stability and raise your standards of behavior of what to expect from a lover.
But don't drag out the relationship after you begin to understand that it isn't working. It is kindest both to yourself and to her to admit as soon as you feel that the relationship can't work.
Plastics.
But, in all seriousness, sounds great, and you're not at all wrong for any of this.
In the mean time, holy cow. That is completely awesome.