Should you just fuck them off and go ure own way, or keep behing the one who seems to cling on to ppl.

N I hate that.

I've been having the same problem. You aren't alone.

There's a reason they aren't calling you, they don't want you along. Get out and find yourself some new friends.

Well before everything went rong lol, i noticed this and I realise that they don't realy want me along, but still at times I couldn't give a rats arse about them, learning to live alone, NOT lonely is a must situation sometimes, i aint that imotional i jus get ticked off well easy and well, i don't have much to talk about mainly and live to the moment, yer even tho i stand there usually in crownded areas like a bit of a drip, I never want to be the person who stands there like a drip so i don't go out to stand there if you know what i mean, I can be honest and say life is shit at the moment, and i used to think why not find a girl? but i ant been grate with relationships and all that crap so it was a faze that soon whore off, but when i see a banging bird, hell yer the mojo occasional flips into gear, I try to be good as every person does, well if i could aford it i'd jus nip to bag house once and a while but no money lollol still live to the moment and see what life has to give? there must be something worth thinkin bout for the future shorly. I am a lazy person who carnt realy be arst to do anything with my life, am a funny little charictor, my lust for getting stoned whatching t.v and not doin shit all day is a drug in its self, getting rid of my lazyness is going to be a challenge, which life is better? watching the day go bye bith the 2 thorts of "i'll spark a fag up" or "i'll have a turbo" or what i don't get it what other choice is there, even if the good ppl didn't give the poeples eyebrow when ever they sore me I'd still be hear doing the same thing with the same mentality exactly the same, things bother me because its as if this wasn't my true destony i was doing grate (work friends money respectish happy etc) and a lot of little things clumped together at a short space of time has nocked me off course and i dont feel 100% with everything even tho i am still happy, I just don't wanna get to a high age and feel that i have only live half a life/ half a life if cirtain things where true then i could think towards other things i guess but there not and in that that is why this coyle i am in is going to be hard cos, well think about it for a minute.

trust me, your not by yourself on this one. everyday, i go threw in the back, ebhind all me " friends" in the hallway. i recently just started walknig infornt of them, and going where i need to go. i dont wait unless they ask, cuz i dont want to be rude. but it seems the only time they talk to me, is if none of the other ppl arent in the certain class where in, and i feel liek crap. so dont worry, it happened to the best of us.

Real friends don't act that way. Look for some new ones. I promise you'll be happier.

i think they know ur part of the group, and they accept tht. its just tht u may not be close to any one person in the group. you could either try to get to know individuals of the group. or you could have many diff groups of friends. you'll feel better about yourself. or u dont need to have a group of friends at all. just individual friends, who know you as a person