my brain http://isitnormal.com/story/2073/ Okay, if this is a genuine issue for you: I see that you are having some difficulties, and that you don't want people to see you this way. Now, I know it may be hard but you must get an appointment with a psychologist and probably a psychiatrist. Ask for a reference from your family doctor. You are feeling bad because something has gone wrong, either cognitively or chemically. Talking with a trained professional will help immensely. If you are already seeing a doctor, I suggest that you try to take a more active role in your therapy. You want to feel better, right' Feeling sane is truely wonderful. http://isitnormal.com/story/2073/#comment-15241 2006-03-29 14:21:56 this appears to be a pile of shite http://isitnormal.com/story/2073/#comment-13989 2006-02-20 04:43:12 My hand extends to you in friendShit and it gently caresses your back, tenderly. http://isitnormal.com/story/2073/#comment-13955 2006-02-19 10:15:24 am all right had a gob full o trips think it played wi mi head a just want u to try an speak truth bout me even if its saying what u think i'd like u to say get me. a don't need anyones help fuck that, i was off face on trips and it screwd mi head up thats all. chill am sound . http://isitnormal.com/story/2073/#comment-13954 2006-02-19 10:10:59 Infact am all rate fuck it, its just mi mentality feels different it could be just deppression a don't know how it works. http://isitnormal.com/story/2073/#comment-13943 2006-02-19 06:03:10 I just popped to the shop, there was a man in there with his children, he looke at me in a vigarus way like he hated my guts, i stand there noing this guy hates me but nothing in me actually cares, nothing. Maybe i will go down with this, i don't know even tho i know usually i would be more than baffeled on what he is contamplaiting is true on me, i just don't care, and that is where this is rong because if i am lucky enough to get my sanity back i will still have to put up with the question mark some lovely person desided to put on me at the very perfectest time anyperson on this silly little earth could have hartlesly done to anyone, but still i don't care i just don't care. i have nearly forgot the taste on normality i was blessed with this morning and my repencive empty imotionless life, why carn't i just be unlucky enough to be left, why wasn't i just unlucky enough to have my brain pulled apart as well as my name, if you know me what ever some one has tried to tell u it is false and my true school friends will no this but the people who won't are the people who don't no me and sit at the end of some gossip and leave me as that person, why do these people worry about something that isn't there, right, in the process ruin me more than all ready done and all of this right and its not even me just seem pointless totaly pointless. i should have to even spend one second of my life with people thinking this same as anyone, i realy do hope that one day my brain will heal and then i will heal my name if it doesn't it will be more than impossible me ever gettting every one to fully understand who i am. http://isitnormal.com/story/2073/#comment-13934 2006-02-18 11:28:47 I thort this was a faze but it its not. pls be on the good persons side when he needs u most because i need me back, this is stupid u will think this is crazy but i need to tell u everything pls something someone fix me my brain. if this is what ppl want to hate me and things go for it but i will allways feel the victim ontop of everything else http://isitnormal.com/story/2073/#comment-13924 2006-02-18 08:28:09 For how long have i been this way'''''''''''''' HOW LONG!!! I am just behing has 100% honest as i can possible be i carn't be anymore honest i have tryed to let u no how my brain is opperating and in all this honesty u must help me u must help me i carn't help the ansiaties round ppl i need ure help i need ure help if u see me i will seem like i disslike pppl i don't i disslike the fact that my life is crumbling and terrible thort of ppl thinking i am going crazy is bad anough i thort that in time i would mend and with ease fix the bad things ppl have desided i am but it hasn't came back and i carn't let ppl no the trueth throuhg me, i need ure help i need help i now no that this could go on forever and i need ure time friendship understanding i need help throwing things at me whilst i am in this form is tormenting and it wouldn't be if i was in my sane form, i need ure help understanding please i am still as now friendly good person but fucked in the head and in that you can still like me or the old me and if u liked the old me which i did you will be on my side to help me get me back. http://isitnormal.com/story/2073/#comment-13923 2006-02-18 08:12:36 I only care what people think about me whilst I am insane well maybe it isn't insane i don't i don't no but the thing that i realy need in life is help help because i carn't battle this insanity whilst people are desideing other things i need people to understand that all of this is insanity, you need to leave me alone because one day i i am praying that my self will return my old sane normal happy go lucky friendly good person self, my new self perpose in life is to find that mentality what i had this morning to find myself i don't feel imotion i don't care just my head tells me they are talking about me, if i don't find me again the true me I will be a very unlucky person in life i would do anything anything anything for my mentality to be normal because when u are in a way crazy that is what ure life is, and i don't want that life anymore i need to grab sane and come back soon before i forget what sane is and live the rest of my life like this this this this this. http://isitnormal.com/story/2073/#comment-13922 2006-02-18 07:46:29