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Ok Im 14 year old, and living with my mother and grandparents. I dont have my own room. I share it with my mother. I have no privacy. My mother accuses me of doing things i dont do. Example stealing, and putting the phone bill high. My Grandmother picks fights me for no reason. Theres this little girl whose 9 and has mental issues and she accused me of taking her mp3 headphones. Yet i didnt. My grandmother belived her and little girl with mental issues!!! She yelled at me and started saying big bull sh*t.

She called my mother and father and snitched on me when i didnt do anything. My mom took awya my 110 dollers to buy nikes. Then When I was going downtown with my father he said that he wanted to go to queens. My mother yelled at me saying if i went to queens with him i'll regret it. So I told my father no. Then he started complaining that im a little brat that wants everything MY way. But yet i cant go any where. He slamed the door on my hand. But thats not all.

Other times my grandmother makes me get in trouble on purpose. She finds joy in blaming me on things i havent done. I hate them so much. I cant hang out with my friends because they said there a bad influence. they thing Im in a gang on the internet yet everything is blocked. I dont have myspace,bebo,or xanga. I only have a quizilla to write my stories. thats ALL i do. Yet they thing Im in Crips/Bloods/L.K all those BUT I AM NOT!.

They accuse me of so many things, and im sick of it. Ive tried to do suicide many times. Cutting my veins, Putting a Pillow On my face, and holding my breath in the pool. IM TIRED OF THEM. I have a 28 year old sister who is there angel. Shes the queen. They love her. They always mock me saying "____ Wasnt like that at your age." "Your Sister wasnt a w**** like you are now." "Your a dirty sl*t that wants to lose her viginity, why cant you follow your sister she stayed virgin till 18" YET IVE ONLY BEEN KISSED BY 2 GUYS. Other things are. 'Your sister wasnt like that at you age. she never wore makeup." yet i only use foundation and lip gloss.

They also mock me with my other sister whose 26. They say almost the same things. Im tired of them so much! I hate them i want them to die and rot in hell. So um is it normal to feel this?