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In Love with an IIN Member...
I've been here for the past seven or eight months and it's been great fun. I've gotten to know and like most of you, even the weird racists and those who seem to have really severe antisocial issues:-) But as I say, it's all been fun. Except for the past couple of months when I developed an interest in one of you that turned into an obsession that I cannot easily control.I know that it is all wrong. The differences in our years, the distance, the commitments, even the lifestyles. There really is no chance, I know this. And even still, I would give almost anything for the chance to have even one deep look into those brilliant blue-green eyes, to have one "IRL" look at that 252 pound, hard muscled physique, and that soft, ash brown hair. But I accept that it can only be a cherished fantasy that will never be.
Know then, that my love goes with you, even though it is a love that exists in this tiny world alone. And that someone far away from you may be thinking of you when you're lonely, sad, or frustrated. It is a bittersweet love and yet I am glad to have it. And so welcome to 2008, my beloved friend, and much happiness to you now and always...Jude O.
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You would do well to seek your own Master. I have seen the results of your free will careening wildly on this site as it travels, rudderless, loveless, without a firm hand to provide proper direction. Perhaps I can arrange an introduction?
I know you ReVega, from that Other forum!
I thought you were dead.
Tobra
I am satisfied to remain in your shadow if that is all that is open to me. To have known you in this limited way, to have been in the same world as you, may be as close to the only paradise that I will ever experience. Ever and always, You will be my God, and the reason for each breath that I draw.
Your dutiful mistress, Jude
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Being a submissive does not mean that I have no mind of my own. It means only that I worship and care for my Master. It is a complicated relationship, one that I doubt you would appreciate or be capable of understanding.
Frankly, as stated previously, you could use a shorter chain yourself. Of all of the people who post regularly on this site, you have one of the biggest runaway egos of them all. You're an intelligent woman with some good observations, but your self-pride is the size of the Sears Tower. If having a Master could make you more humble, why would that make you a "weakling with no sense of purpose and no ability to think for (your)self?"
You see, that is the one thing that I have that you lack: grace and humbleness. There is nothing weak about acknowledging the power that others hold over us in our lives - think about that the next time you pay your rent, you get scolded by a parent for not calling on a holiday, you disappoint a lover in some way, etc. Life is full of power plays. The relationship between servant and master is a complex one. As my Master may need me in order to feel powerful, who is to say that I am not the master in my own way?
I will be setting up a separate email account for you very soon and will post it here this weekend. And if I may be so bold, I now have a question of You.
I have seen your most recent picture on your profile lately and feel some misapprehension about You. Some of your other pictures have shown a more carefree and self-assured man. You seem somehow more detached and sad in this picture, and I wonder if all is well for You now. I do hope that you are as fully treasured and sanctified in your daily life as I would be so very sorry to ever see You unappreciated.
I kneel before You in a wide open space and pray for a slow-motion volcano in your heart. Be well, my love ... Your mistress, Jude
I do hope your evening is going well, Chris...
Something there...
I can remember my former days as a sub and I can tell you from personal experience that NOBODY in a D/s relationship has MORE power than a bottom.
I am speaking of a REAL D/s RELATIONSHIP, not just a sex and pain kick that So Many guys seem to go for...
Consider: As a submissive one has but to react to a firm set of stimulous that won't often change. Do as your Master/Mistress likes and One set of experiences will be given to you. Disobey and another set is what you'll get.
Except in cases of the insane or out and out sadists, those sets won't change much, so one knows what one is in for.
When i was sub, I felt Proud when I could serve my bf and please him in any way he wished.
Observation.
Tobra M.
I WAS speaking to both her and Stargirl though.
T.
Tobra
And with my sincerest apologies for leaving this information in another thread - but perhaps you have already seen it by now.
With my love, respect, and obedience,
Your Jude