Downer
hi all im on such a downer i havent been very well over the christmas period i havent seen my boyfriend cos its casual relationship and weve both been busy and now hes ill and i might not be able to see him when we arranged. i feel so down i hate my job so being there every day doesnt help... my body still is recovering from being ill and my friends drive me up the wall doing the same thing every weekend. i feel like ive got nothing to live for i dont know how to get myself out of this
If you don't like your job, look for another one and then tell them where to stuff it. As for the relationship, if you both are happy with casual thats fine, but it don't look like you are. Try talking to him when you are both well enough to get together.
Listen to your body because it will make you pay a heavy penalty if you ignore it!
Sorry you were ill over the festivities. That sucks but look on the bright side, you didn't put on weight so don't have to worry about losing it again!
-crank dat